You miss 100% of the shots you never take
Narcissistic Personality Disorder, pathological narcissism, malignant narcissism will get worse and you will be the target.
You need a safety plan.
Safety plans should be made with the aid of trained domestic violence professionals.
Contact the the National Domestic Violence Hotline, your state and local domestic violence coalition, or another such program in your region.
Don't wait for tomorrow too long. You will run out of tomorrows.